Author: Christopher Martinez
Don’t judge me
It’s funny how they think
they got a right to speak
Save it for your speech
can’t even show me What’s right
Getn gone all day barely getn thru night
Actin like everythings fine
Tryna catch me in a slip
Addiction trying to take minds
Hoping today isnt the day that I get got
While my kids waitin at the bus stop
feeling like he forget
fighting all alone
For everything seems lost
They yelling he’s never come home
do everything he can
auto pilot feeling numb
Bendin life tryna get to the top
no time to think Your Modern day robot
Remember the count can’t fuck up now
never break never sleep
Blowin cloud after cloud
Barely able to breathe
I hope you don’t know what it’s like
having starving mouths to feed
And understand what I mean
When I say this ain’t your day to eat
Mentally physically
killed my self for a lie
the sake of what we call love
Pretending you couldn’t see
Had me Lookin like John Pomfrey
When I was there for you , acting like you couldn’t see
Now you lookin down at me
While you up there smiling
My mind six feet under
starring at the clouds
Waiting on something that’s never comin down
Swearin to eternity
She was the one
Look at me now
Tell me if you had a second chance
Would you come back
Continue what we had
once again would I be your last
If you had a machine
Would you go back in time
to tell you love me , just to let me know it’s deeper than the ocean
tell me was it worth overdosin
wishing it was all dream
Would still do anything
Just to see for a second
No matter what it is your dealing with in life
Just don’t judge me
For its not what you do
It’s how you do
So do you
The perfectly imperfect
