Author: Melissa S.
I said I’d never find you, Who knew that would be a lie I knew what you could do, So now I ask myself why? I felt so alone, You promised me comfort In that first bowl Who knew what I’d suffer One was too many, A thousand wasn’t enough This new beginning Was already to much It hid behind a mask I didn’t see it coming In a trance by the music It seemed to be strumming This is my story Who knew it’d be so sad I only saw the glory Blind to all the bad I no longer felt so blue This should have been a sign Instead Everything I knew Flew from my mind One hit Brought me comfort One shot Brought me to life Nothing seemed wrong Consequences I couldn’t see All my pain was gone I felt so free There could never be a romance Like yours and mine The way that we dance They call crazy in my mind No love could compare Your Always there I can see the despair I know it’s not fair You damaged my life Corrupted my soul This is my fight To repair on my own I need to find me So please let me go Its time for me to truly be free No longer for you to hold Once you were my choice Then you became my habit Now I’ve found my voice I’m recovering not an addict
